lovepotion #6

...

theres nowhere to go

but A ~ W ~ A ~ Y from here

because all of the apologies

are inside the belly of the wind

and the fed up stars

seem to be burning themselves out

as we try to find light & forgiveness

in eachothers dark

but that moon

that dam moon and its platter full of glow

like silver velvet

our plush curtain of dreams

are we seriously gona act surprised?

NO.

so close those eyes darling

wrap yourself with the nite

and unwet your mind. . .

i have Love for You to drink

...

['LovePotion' pix by lacq]

la Luna knew

...

back then

i would replace your hand

that used to hold my hand

with a pen

i cried when the purple ink cried

i had fights with the unwet papers

and i didnt look up at the moon

just because i walked faster that day

and without you

it never meant that i didnt scream

i ... Love ... YOU !!!

while i was curving around 610

as that stupid sun kept shining

because every expression we said

every desire we spilled at nite

i threw all of it

inside a lavender-colored paper

crumpling it up

and tossed carefully under my bed

i always wondered

if

you

s h a t t e r e d

the same amount of pieces

that i did

but now

my fingernails

dressed in purple-glitter polish

play soulfully

in tones of forever

across your charming ribs

and. . .the moon looks down on us, smiling

...

['LaLuna' pix by Eyslyn]

eternal nite

...

under a moon-shaped diamond

together

facing eachother

our eyes speak

in the accents of Love

and our lusts

breathe in

the others scent of skin

as the hours tumble

i watch the admiration of nite

clutch his being

with a gentle caress

his shadow

a pale pearly fog

illuminates his gorgeous flesh

and i have the desire

to lick

fusing my tongue

to the flavor

of snow fire

and be consumed

by a stinging stream

of kisses

and remain

frozen

in the dark

with

him

...

['FallingStars' pix by Nour K]

this is for JMartinez. tonite youve once again made me realize why...... i Love you ~ Lili

pieces

 

 

...

 

i love to adore you in your gift of sleep

my eyes grinning, placing kisses onto your sweet skin

silently traipsing along the curve of your mouth

leaving chilled whispers on my heaven-dipped sin

 

to hang you from the purple sky in my mind would be sublime

i would string you up like hallows eve on christmas

anxiously binding you to make you mine all mine

while my hungry fingers lick and undress you

 

i would wrap your voice with vanilla-scented lilac silk

my weakness has always been those soft mexican lips

snap out of it Lili! lets hurry so you dont wake up

wide-eyed and screaming like a girly-man bitch

 

i quietly giggle and loudly smile

as i hover my pretty blade over your flesh

i pierce it deep while kissing your forehead

as your liquid red jumps onto my breast

 

im taking my 'i fucking gota have' parts of you

to fuse and intertwine gorgeously with the rest

of the bits and pieces of males i loved before

so i can create a better man from only the best

 

oh wow, just look at you, my priceless cuts of art

but there is one single thing that you will lack

you are minus 'the bottom of' a heart

cause i never found a man who unconditionally loved me back

 

...

 

['HeartSurgery3' pix by Kelllie Jasper]

mmhhm, i was in a mood. ;p ~ Lili

dam moon, i Love you

...

he stood at the door of my soul

not able to knock

but unwilling to leave

a paper poem nervously held his heart together

i watched him

til the moon fell down

and then when the sun stood up

i thought he would walk away

so i did my part

and opened the door

he tried to capture me with his eyes

as i caught him with the scent of my skin

i was his, i was his moonblossom

crushed by the tenderness of his hands

only he hadnt realized

just how hard he had loved me

we held eachother tight

like a statue painted with flesh

and when the sunrays stopped

so did we

and... now when i daydream

i fill my mind with the moon

to wrap myself in a memory

i forgot to never remember

...

['MoonAndSun' pix by Jen_Beans]

bleeding Love

...

left forgotten in this color of the wor[l]d

and wishing it didnt matter to me

about this everything i dont comprehend

or why i chose you to be my addiction

because my eyes run and leave my vision behind

to stare at those that i wish to be consumed by

my thoughts aggresively dance with the memories of your touch

making the pink swell of my petals crave for your rough

because ive trusted... ive read and ive loved...

but my snow-white emotions in your hands

have been mentally smacked

poetically slapped

and shredded to transparent veiny pieces

and i hate that its worth it

tearing me open time & time again

just to paste, stitch & mend me

with your lips creativity

so make me scream

make these words bleed

make my Love get down on its knees

...

['AltarOfSacrifice' pix by Elton Fernandes]

chemistry

...

because

he cant right now

with his tongue

so his words

carve

red flittering hearts

into the pale of my skin

my body is flowing

in his beads of desire

like tiny stones thrown

in pure still water

cascading

tumbling along my spine

in rippling whispers

and i will remain here

untraveling

til his Love grows strong

in faith

forming hungry fingers

so he can explode me

into

every

p

i

e

c

e

of

him

...

the nite us became we

...

you have found me

[ill let you smile thinking that]

but ive been carefully observing

eyeing...

adjusting pieces of signs...

building a hunger...

ive been waiting...

to undo your skin

so i can step inside

clothing myself with your ribs

to splash in the rivers of your veins.

kiss me with every world of your being

enlighten my vision with the deep of your voice

lift me high with your tongue

so that i can swallow your Love

and all that you are

wont be anymore.

...

['BoundToHappen' pix by C PRO]

never maybe

...

to the cockroach in my mind,

i can feel your sticky smooth presence

and i hear the odor of a lonely world

your pine-needle legs tapping on my mental folds

attempting to make me boil with overflowing cold

your itchy silence echoing

"hes not for you" "yall arent a we"

leaving your black smudges on my brainfloors

just so you can humanize me to set my soul free

but ill  make you a deal you nonbelieving-love whore

i will accept you and eternally welcome you in

but only if

you gnaw away the mindwalls of doubt &  negativity

and leave those precious ones for me

...for HIM...

...

sky

...

his lips are such a pretty picture

Spanish colors melting into mine

when we kiss the way we kiss

but his words - oh those words

alphabets of Loves dominance

chilling & frosty wet like icecubes

being dropped into the liquid of my mind

to obey as if they are stars

on a nite of raining dark

...

somersault

...

because it was like

a bouquet of red satiny arrows

whole pieces of flower petals

an ocean of beautifully stinging emotions

nourished and polished thoughts

words of my absolute favorite scents

digging atop my tongue

and tiptoeing down my throat

igniting into joyfilled tears, when we kissed

memories were seen from the future

on the colors of a butterfly

you had eyes of black diamond

with the vision of a man complete

tenderly twisting my wall'd heart

into purple ash

to blow directly up into the sky

so i could fly alongside the moon

write poetry with the stars

listen to the dark serenade the nite

and see that

...i

had already flipped

tumbled

...fallen

in Love

with

YOU

...

['FlyingBack' pix by gnato]

my blue flame

...

when i look at him

scents stop

noise tumbles back into itself

people pop like soapy iridescent bubbles

i only see

the slow seductive dance

of the soft curved curls in his smile

i only feel

the shape of Love

when he fastens himself onto me with those eyes

i only hear

the infinite protection of a calming thick nite

in the shade of his Spanish voice

i am mesmerized

found

captured

liberated

and... complete

when i look at him

...

[pixelated picture of Him :)]

velvet hush

...

look at our silence

not letting the other

hide

inside petals of words

or

the fragrance in the wind

our hole'd thoughts

mending into whole

while we dream

pieces of alphabets

exploding

into soul

while we awake

wetting

eachothers pages of life

with the others

loud still presence

so darling ...i will

i will submit

to the color

of our

quiet

if only you promise

to pour me

into your every tomoro

so i may always flow

inside your veins

your bliss

your love

your moonlit nite

...

['VelvetGownOfNite' pix by DinnerSpoiler]

my wolf scar

...

and now i know

he allowed it

the wolf who made the moon blush purple

with the spanish melody of his love

he let my mind tiptoe off

into diluted thoughts

and unsheer pastels

in daymares, he felt my eyes

unawake under the colors of anothers sky

because he knew

watching the capricorns pawprints

from far away

for a while

only meant

my heart would remember

that it never wants to forget

Him

...

at moon o'clock

...

its the first 24 hours

of a virgin month

a flowerless path

leading to unfulfilled pages

tenderly pure as the snow

blanketing an untouched land of grass

...until i run into his memory...

the mirror in my mind reflects

the trembling but beautiful thoughts

about the he that i once knew

the scent of his staring eyes

the caress of a midnite kiss

the melody of a complete embrace

...and the way that man loved...

but all these precious words

meant only for him

will be kept inside an amethyst jar

until the moon reigns

that

its

time

...

until it sleeps

...

'because the spirits in these Lyrics are now my protector'

Until It Sleeps by METALLICA

where do i take this pain of mine?

i run, but it stays right by my side

so tear me open, pour me out

theres things inside that scream & shout

and the pain still hates me

so hold me until it sleeps

just like the curse

just like the stray

you feed it once and now it stays

now it stays

so tear me open but beware

theres things inside without a care

and the dirt still stains me

so wash me until im clean

it grips you, so hold me

it stains you, so hold me

it hates you, so hold me

it holds you, so hold me

until it sleeps

so tell me why youve chosen me

dont want your grip

dont want your greed

dont want it

ILL TEAR ME OPEN
MAKE YOU GONE

no more can you hurt anyone

and the fear still shakes me

so hold me until it sleeps

it grips you, so hold me
it stains you, so hold me
it hates you, so hold me
it holds you, so hold me
until it sleeps

i dont want it

so tear me open but beware
theres things inside without a care
and the dirt still stains me
so wash me until im clean

ILL TEAR ME OPEN
MAKE YOU GONE

no longer will you hurt anyone
and the hate still shapes me
so hold me until it sleeps

until it sleeps

...

dark sugar

...

do you see them?

the black & white words

tumbling from my lips

laced in your red irridescent

these expressions ~ emotions

that once hung snug

from the ceiling of my mind

now loosened

by the deep in your voice

or was it

your explosive love?

but...

do you see what youve done?

do you see them?

...

['lips' pix by littlemewhatever]

do you think me?

...

youre in the walls of my mind tonite, echoing

reminding how ive misplaced me

youre not here but youve always been there

when noone else could see the words move fluidly

because when my speeding imagination snuffs my sanity

& i willnot, cannot trust you or every other soul

im still going to blame you for my piece'd up heart

but darling red, ill still love you with my whole

& when ive designed lavender walls blue-sky high

blacking out every sliver of silver moonlight

when the winds of a cold mouth sting me

& i still dont start to want to fight

when i let go, tumbling into the pit of it all

& the thick sands dance atop my head

when i know my spine needs to curve straight for us

but i would rather just float down in numbness instead

when steps of smiling while breathing is just too much to do

& this panther inside human clothes wont stand on her own

exhausting to bits & pieces of a purple poetic mess

i hope its in your mind to carry me back home

...

['hidden dragon' pix by twelveRN]

memories on ice

...

future memories

of you & i

sigh deep

breathe safely

onto the pillow next to me

i smile as i watch

the distant but very near

eyes of us move softly

under blissful lids

in alluring rhythm

gentle images

in silent pales

our magical moments

resting in pieces

of gorgeous color

living our love story

on sweet scarlet wings

poetic passion

dreaming the reality of you & me

in frozen time

...

watercolors

...

when we said goodbye

the clouds were dressed in grey velour suit

with hollow silver stones for buttons

the sun hid behind the moon

the moon jumped inside the shadow of the nite

& as the winds heavily sang in dark tones

i wondered...

is my mascara running?

because the shelter of love has crumbled

into a thick red mud around my being

& these raindrops are aiming themselves

as if they want to break my porcelain face

even tho im already shattered

because of the beating

the eyes of my soul took

when you walked away

leaving me

with black watercolors

...

['bleeding mascara' pix by little-blue-book]

my choice

...

let me try to explain this tender symphony.

and show you the sounds, with words, of the love...

of his love... within me.

i choose him to...

dance a dream-ballet with me

in our awake

from the center of the nite

i choose him to...

put a straw

in melancholy clouds

to sip away the blues with me

i choose him to...

passion my heaven

with the fire-bright touches

of a red-winged angel

i choose him to...

walk inside my mind

branding my thoughts

with his precious foot-steps

i choose him to...

dip fingers with in the moonlight

painting dark whispers of desire

into the corners of eachothers skin

i choose him to...

ignite my purple flames

to breathe in the scent of always

always

i choose him as my sounds of love

...

[pix 'lovepotion' by darkrose42]

indifference

...

tonite is different, beautiful

curtains of shredded ember hang in the sky

& even while he holds my hand like its air

it feels like im being stalked by quicksand

altho i smile at the diamond chips tumbling above our heads

but when he says

"those are just the same stars

that came out the other nite"

i start to think

maybe different isnt what i want after all

...

['indifference' pix by segnoz]

just you

...

he asks 'what do you want from me'

the color in my eyes quietly grin

the curve in my lips loudly stare

& this is what i say...

i want your every emotion to gently bite my skin

make me feel what you are unable to voice

i want your brain to bury itself inside my heart

make my red be the life in your breath

i want to lay inside your imagination

make me the center of your divine chaos

i want to dive inside the depth of your words

make my flesh wet with every sound of you

i want to help build you

make my existence a step to your dreams

i want to wash my body with your orginality

make me stained, scented, scabbed you

i want to roll across the plush of your laughter

make my hair wear the shine of your smiles

i want to kiss the parts of you that want me

make my soul salsa with your love

i want to live under the moon with you

make my world your world too

i want to take some of me out

i want to put it inside of you

i want to blend & bend for eachother

i want you

i want only you

i want just you

...

stoned purpLe

...

he spoke amethyst to me

from beautiful lips framed in porcelain

with gentle words that cut into my heart

into 3 pieces that complete his soul

making us the one for eachother ... whole

for him i would commit

to his every nite like a purple pearl star

glowing of our eternal words

while his ribbons of velvet trust

are wrapped around my fingers

with tiny kaleidoscopic gems

memorializing the day we blended sins

because i believe his heart drips

diamond rivers of Love

meant only for me to drink

and my ruby pink lips

were meant to carve

a forever goodnite kiss

into his

because he spoke amethyst to me

...