July 20, 2011

until it sleeps

...

'because the spirits in these Lyrics are now my protector'



Until It Sleeps by METALLICA

where do i take this pain of mine?
i run, but it stays right by my side

so tear me open, pour me out
theres things inside that scream & shout
and the pain still hates me
so hold me until it sleeps

just like the curse
just like the stray
you feed it once and now it stays
now it stays

so tear me open but beware
theres things inside without a care
and the dirt still stains me
so wash me until im clean

it grips you, so hold me
it stains you, so hold me
it hates you, so hold me
it holds you, so hold me
until it sleeps

so tell me why youve chosen me
dont want your grip
dont want your greed
dont want it

ILL TEAR ME OPEN
MAKE YOU GONE

no more can you hurt anyone
and the fear still shakes me
so hold me until it sleeps

it grips you, so hold me
it stains you, so hold me
it hates you, so hold me
it holds you, so hold me
until it sleeps

i dont want it

so tear me open but beware
theres things inside without a care
and the dirt still stains me
so wash me until im clean

ILL TEAR ME OPEN
MAKE YOU GONE

no longer will you hurt anyone
and the hate still shapes me
so hold me until it sleeps

until it sleeps

...


July 19, 2011

dark sugar



...

do you see them?

the black & white words

tumbling from my lips

laced in your red irridescent

these expressions ~ emotions

that once hung snug

from the ceiling of my mind

now loosened

by the deep in your voice

or was it

your explosive love?

but...

do you see what youve done?

do you see them?

...

['lips' pix by littlemewhatever]

July 12, 2011

do you think me?



...

youre in the walls of my mind tonite, echoing
reminding how ive misplaced me
youre not here but youve always been there
when noone else could see the words move fluidly

because when my speeding imagination snuffs my sanity
& i willnot, cannot trust you or every other soul
im still going to blame you for my piece'd up heart
but darling red, ill still love you with my whole

& when ive designed lavender walls blue-sky high
blacking out every sliver of silver moonlight
when the winds of a cold mouth sting me
& i still dont start to want to fight

when i let go, tumbling into the pit of it all
& the thick sands dance atop my head
when i know my spine needs to curve straight for us
but i would rather just float down in numbness instead

when steps of smiling while breathing is just too much to do
& this panther inside human clothes wont stand on her own
exhausting to bits & pieces of a purple poetic mess
i hope its in your mind to carry me back home

...


['hidden dragon' pix by twelveRN]

July 5, 2011

memories on ice



...

future memories

of you & i

sigh deep

breathe safely

onto the pillow next to me

i smile as i watch

the distant but very near

eyes of us move softly

under blissful lids

in alluring rhythm

gentle images

in silent pales

our magical moments

resting in pieces

of gorgeous color

living our love story

on sweet scarlet wings

poetic passion

dreaming the reality of you & me

in frozen time

...